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[Doujinshi Post and Friends-lock]

Most entries in my journal will now be friend-locked. :> There are things I wouldn't want to share with just..anyone. xD

Comment and tell me how you found me to be added. (Don't say "randomly please" ) :D

I don't bite *lacks teeth*  B: :B
I've found another obsession...


My mind is crazy and so many thoughts are racing in my mind right now..

I need some time before I can word them all properly.

Sorry about that guys.
So we were forced to watch a full length movie that is truly "filipino"..
It's called Urduja.

I was like, "crap", I can't understand tagalog when it's spoken "normally".
I can only understand it if it's written or spoken very slowly.

 tl;dr Daisuke was hotter than Lim Hang.

also, I bought new doujinshi:

Pigeon's Record

Don't worry evoiiice9a, I'll scan it.

Just for you xD;;

I know you're a sikret Sasodei fan dun lie to meh D<

Smj's being an ass. I updated my info address to my address in the philippines, but its status say "batch shipping to the US"

motherscrewer. DDDDDDDDDDDDD<

leaving For a while~

College related reason.. ._.;;

So I heard...

Itachi had a lover.


Oh wait, did I spoil that for you? xD Sorry.

FINALLY *ignore fangirling*


Crap, where the hell do I find "RE"?! D:< It's the only one I don't have.. .<_<


Darn cruise trip. <_<;

How can it stop by ALMOST EVERY FREAKING country in Asia except Japan?!


*2-3 weeks*

brb complaining.

Letter of an Unborn Child

Dear Mommy,

I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap. He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken. I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened.

I was so excited when I began realizing my existence. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.

Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bond between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much.

One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me.

Maybe you never heard me. The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore.

Then the monster started ripping my arm off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away.

I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all.

I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.

I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap. He said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster.

I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arm and legs off and finally got all of me. It as impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die.

Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did.

Please be careful.

Your Baby Girl

yaaaay uchihacest

\0/ I knew that Itachi really was a good person, I wonder if he committed suicide to be able to transfer his techniques to Sasuke? o-O?

I hooppeee he's not dead... Although there's no chance that's actually possible

Ever since Sasuke killed Deidara, I hated him... But now that he killed a person who loves him dearly, I hate him beyond words. So, okay, he was ignorant, let that be his excuse to say "I didn't mean to kill him!"

But saying that wouldn't bring him back now would it?

And now Sasuke's gonna work double time on restoring his clan.. I'm betting that Madara expired already. <_<;;;;;;;;;;;;;; -end pointless journal-
Call me batshit insane for I'm rejoicing at the fact that he died or else my relatives WOULDN'T have a reason to go to Japan just to visit his funeral.

Now my auntie's going to Japan.

And she's asking ME if I want to go with her.



Now how do I has VISA? orz

No, I don't. orz

Either my parents go insane and actually get me one and buy me a ticket,
I ask my aunt to buy stuff for me! ^-^

Thing is, I don't know where to buy 0_o;;;

If anyone knows WHERE TO BUY STUFF IN JAPAN *in Tokyo*, tell me! (LOL tell me if you want something also~! ^^)

*Where do you buy doujinshi?
*Would it be possible to just name the pairing and the series, and would that be sufficient to find doujinshi of it?

PLEASE SHARE INFO'S O-O; I don't have much time left since I'm not sure when she leaves! DX